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If i have d chance 2 enter malaysion idol(more like idiot) or AF i will sing d song Unwell from d band Matchbox 20. Never heard it b4? then u better go n see my profile, i had put it there. Why i choose this song? Well it match me d most at this moment. Here r d lyrics(with some modification), then u know what im talking about.

All day staring at d ceiling,

Making friends with shadows on my wall (hell yeahh!! its damn boring staying at home 4 ths whole semester)

All night hearing voices telling me

That i should get some sleep because tomorrow might be good 4 something(really? i got enough of sleep already: 10-12hours, what else there is 2 do???)

Hold on

Feeling like im headed 4 a breakdown

And i dont know why

But im not crazy

Im just a little unwell

I know right know u cant tell

But stay awhile n maybe then ull see

A different side of me(more 2 different side of my face, now im just like d super villain 2 face)

Im not crazy

Im just a little impaired

I know right know u dont care

But soon enough ur gonna think of me

And how i used 2 be(used 2 b like mawi with my mawi like hair har har har)

Me im talking 2 myself in public

Dodging glances on d train(its really true some malaysian do give that strange look, like im a freak or something)

And i know

I know they all been talking about me

I can hear them whisper(especially d kids, makes me want 2 cubittt je those kids)

And it makes me think there must be something wrong

With me

Out of all d hours thinking

Somehow ive lost my mind

But im not crazy

Im just a little unwell

I know right know u cant tell

But stay awhile n maybe then ull see

A different side of me

Im not crazy

Im just a little impaired

I know right know u dont care

But soon enough ur gonna think of me

And how i used 2 be

Ive been talking in my sleep (while in coma YES during normal sleep NO)

Pretty soon they come to get me(d doctors n surgeons r coming)

Theyre taking me away(to d operation room i think)

But im not crazy

Im just a little unwell

I know right know u cant tell

But stay awhile n maybe then ull see

A different side of me

Im not crazy

Im just a little impaired

I know right know u dont care

But soon enough ur gonna think of me

And how i used 2 be

If  d unexplainable happen n i enter malaysian idol or AF please vote 4 me. hehehe

A minute of silence pleazz, as a show of respect 4 my cute n lovely baby which died on 15.12.2005.

My baby died bcause of fatal injuries 2 her head. Who did it???? ME  of course, surely not on purpose. It happened in d evening about 6pm on that dreadful day. I was on my way 2 banting from UKM bangi 2 send my friend home. About 5 km from banting town I kind of fallen asleep… u guys can predict what happen next can u??? BANG!!!!  A head on collision with a lorry used to carry palm oil. D front side of my kancil was a total wreck especially d right side and front right side door came off. Now my baby had been lied down in a scrap yard metal shop somewhere in banting.

How about me ahhh just a severe wound on d right side of my face n I broke my right hand. Plus 3 days of coma in d hospital. A small price 2 pay thinking how lucky I am still 2 be alive. Now im resting at home for a long period of time, I dropped my studies 4 this semester. How can I write Im a right hander. So b4 I am healthy again n b4 I get my  2^nd ‘baby’ this is my message 2 all drivers out there : don’t drive when urtired, sleepy n emotionally unstable.